I think, I have to start again. With the very beginning, how everything started for HIM.

From the time HE quit his theatre work in 1994, HE worked on a novel project and on performances. In 1998 he did his first video project called Fucking White Trash. The idea of HIS main film project first came to him in 2000. From the beginning the project was called “Sometimes I am so lonley, I want to kill a Schoolgirl”. In November 2000 HE bought a Mini-DV camera and made some exercises. Among other experiments he filmed a playground. This is one of the strangest shots I ever saw. Take a look:

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In january 2001 HE made a big casting with about 70 young girls aged beween 13 and 21. He was shooting with some of the girls through the spring. For the main part he casted three girls.

HE started to cut a short film in summer 2001. The film has no titels, but when he speaks about it, he calls it Sometimes I am so Lonley, I Want to Kill a Schoolgirl.